☼ Wednesday January 3rd 2007 ☼
arghh..
so many things happening around me..
don't know what's going on..
been moody today..
didn't enjoy the classes held.. (especially law)
didn't do well for the paper..
was expecting higher grades since it was pretty easy..
kinda emotional lately..
saw some pictures taken in the past.. (secondary level)
thought back about it..
felt silly and happy, and at the same time, regretful..
did many wrong doings in the past.. (not sinful deeds, but you know..)
many opportunities missed..
and never to return again..
it's all too late..
felt pretty bad about my life..
lots of path wrongly taken..
played and slacked too much since secondary school..
even the days before the Os..
didn't really prepare much for the big O.. (not what you're thinking)
it's probably cos i take things too lightly..
rarely felt stressful like what the others always claim to be..
entered a course that i don't even know why i'm in..
if only i didn't slack that much..
things would've looked brighter..
everything isn't going right..
sat down at the library during the break..
only to find out that i might be suffering from 'social anxiety disorder'..
i don't like to start a conversation with others..
cos i don't know what to talk about unless we share a common interest..
so usually..
i'll just sit at a corner doing my own stuffs..
don't know what to do next..
bad start for a new year..
feel so so so weak emotionally and physically..
gets upset very easily..
can't control my emotions..
maybe cos they are bottled up too much..
can't express myself either..
met so many pros in Tekken only to realise that i'm noob..
it rained this evening..
no idea why i had disliked the rain..
now that the weather is warm once again..
i hope the rain would come back soon..
saw sk at the void deck of my house.. (sk is a primary school friend)
but we didn't chat as usual..
went home to take an umbrella for her..
came down only to discover that shes gone..
finally, came home..
watched the television and didn't know what to do next..
really really lazy..
all the gadgets are yet to be updated.. (as reminded by jl)
thats 1.. 2.. 3.. 4.. of them..
don't know when would it be done..
20++ days to ftt..
better start studying..
don't wanna fail it..
why are there 2 dots behind every line?
sian arhx..
some interesting drawings..
drawn by brad the king-wanna-be..
and this either drawn by wy or brad..
don't even think about my cat!childish irritating idiotic jerk
haiz..
